Why do I have to feel so much?

It's stronger than me, beats me every single day, every single night, every single breath.
I hate it.
I love it.
I cry and I laugh.
I smile and I wonder if...
I just want too much all the time. Yeah, that's me but it's not helpin'
One day a friend told me not to worry 'cause it would be a lot worse if I were to go through life as a walking cabbage. Today, 14 years later, I still wonder if she's right. It's so much better not to think this hard, not to live this hard, not to feel this hard.

JUNO

Juno is not a great movie. I mean it will say something to some people and it will look bland to others; a bit like the horoscope - one size fits all...
For me though Juno was kind of special.
It's a movie about teenagers, with who I have contact every day; a movie about different kinds of love; a movie that shows in a very awkward way how big and important it is to be a mother.
I wish... I just wish...